An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
ppt presentation
Eek. We have this powerpoint presentation in Computer (subject

Sir Frances gave us this report last week. [september 23]

DEADLINE :: September 30 Tuesday

He gave us one week to prepare or make our own presentation.

It has to be unique. And of course, he has got to like it. x)
My presentation's kinda simple. But I guess it will do. Bwahaha. I'm still working on it. Which means, I ain't done yet.

I'm still doing my animations and layouting. I haven't put the songs for the slides. Argh. Even the songs in the computer are ALL deleted. :|| But I'm pretty glad that we have free space unlike before. :))

Uh. Yeah. And I really have to finish this today. Even if the deadline's on Tuesday.

'Cause I'm going to make ayos to it tomorrow. In Computer Area. Whooo. :D

Cross fingers for me, would 'ya? ;)

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Posted on Sunday, September 28, 2008 at 6:11 PM.
haha. so much for expectations.
It's our card day today. :)

Guess what? I'm in the Director's List!! ((:

20. Clarisse Mae D. Zaplan --- 89.50

I'm going to be honest, I didn't expect to be in the D.L. Ahaha.

Um. When I was about to go to school, I was like..
"Pft. I won't be in the D.L. anyway. Tsss."

But, suddenly.. Bea texted me. She said,
"Agee.. naka-d.l. si ate clare :-)"
And I was like "washoo. bea's gotta be kidding me."

Then, I went to school. When I checked out the list, I wasn't ready yet.
LOL. I was devastated. Because I saw my name was there. Whoo.

Well, I was like "Uhh. Okay. Wait.. Eh?" Hahaha.

Anyway. I really have to be less talkative and be more studious.
Bwahahaha. :P [for the 2nd tri + 3rd]

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Posted on Saturday, September 27, 2008 at 1:10 PM.
eh.
KASI NAMAN. hindi sila makaintindi. they don't understand us children. :))

masyado silang.. strict?? sana totoo ang fairytales. ;)

para namang 'di nila na-experience 'yong ganito, diba? :|

it's called puppy love. :D ata? malay ko ba. anyone can love anyone.

DIBA? agree kayo? WAHAHA.

WALA LANG TALAGA SA MOOD. pasensya na, 'tol.

MEH. sana they can understand. that's all.

:)BOW**

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Posted on Monday, September 22, 2008 at 3:34 PM.
facts
Bored. Wala lang.
Facts to share.
..About Clarisse. :)

I hate rain.
I actually don't know why. Basta, tuwing umuulan, it's like. AAARRGHH. And sad. Bwahaha. Before, I love rain. But then, I hate it. :D **bow** :))

I don't know how to ride a bike.
I have no idea why I don't but.. When I was a kid, I ride the bike. But, you know that bike that has wheels on the back? The tiny ones? Yeah, that one. LOL.

I want to drink whiskey or any alcohol there is.
Ahaha. Weird. But yes.. I want to be drunk, baby. :)) Care to join? :> lol

I wonder what it feels like to be in jail.
Hahaha. I want to be a prisoner. ROFLMAO. What the heck, who knows. AYT AYT AYT? :D :))

I'm matatag. *:))*
"Matatag na babae". Okaayy, maybe not only in love but in all things. I mean, no giving up. Never give up. :D Even if I fail, or even if you hurt my feelings, I'll still be struggling. xP

I completely hate posers, mimics and copycats.
Call me a hypocrite. The hell I care. Yes, I mimic people at times. But I still hate you guys. Even if you don't think so.. You're still being hated. :P

I'm good at arguing or quarreling.
Yep, I love fighting with other people. Not that I'm a bully. When they mess with the girl, it's on. Wahaha. So I've got one message for you: Don't mess with Clarisse.

I'm lazy to continue
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GOODBYE. XD

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Posted on Sunday, September 21, 2008 at 10:37 AM.
make learning a great experience? ((:
I've learned a lot of stuff today. :)

uno
I learned how to do what I must do so that it would end. Something like that.
Basta, yung parang.. Gawin ko na nga, para matapos na. Yown. :D

dos
Natuto ako ng basketball. Well, konti lang. XD. ;)

tres
I learned how to endure the pain of boo-boo's. :))
"Malayo 'yan sa bituka!" hahah.

quatro
I learned that.. Ibang klase ako! Unlike other guys, hindi ako ganun ka-reklamadora!
Yeeeah! Haha. Basta yun. Asteeeg kami! [at narealize ko na compared to ibang girls, we're the "cool" ones. :b]

singko
I learned to drive!!! Not that much. But I've tried! Naman, experience oh! Hahaha. So fuun!

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Posted on Friday, September 19, 2008 at 5:54 PM.
Naisipan lang naman.
Ahaha. Haluu. Wala lang. Ay oo, naisipan ko palang mag-tagalog once in a while. :))
feeling noh?

Aiun, nagugutom ako. Pero.. parang hindi na ewan. Wahah.
Eh, nanunuod ako kanina ng Click. Tapos.. Nakatulog ako.
Medyo na-boringan ako dun kaya nag-PC nalang ako. Oks ba?

As of now.. Parang, I feel so alone. Malay ko kung bakit.
Alam ko naman na, dapat happy ako. Eh, wala naman talagang nawala saakin.
Pero, talagang.. Andun eh. May feeling na parang may nawala.
At ang sakit. 'Yong parang may pinagsisisihan ka, pero wala naman.
Parang iniwan ako. Pero, bakit? Ang dami ko namang friends.
Dapat happy ako. Wala naman ako masyadong problema. Pero, ba't ako nagkakaganito?

Nakakalito, sobra. Kasi ganito yun eh. Ummm.

Unang una, parang, parang lang okay? Parang iniwan ako nung mga best friends ko. Uh, sa totoo lang.. Ako yung humihiwalay. Pero parang may nag-iba sakanila kaya ako umalis. Parang ganun na.
Pangalawa, it's about something. 'Di ko ma-explain. Siguro about "love" or siguro about dun sa lalaking 'yun. He drives me crazy. (not literally) Eh. It started out as a feeling. Tapos naging ganito. Masyadong complicated. And yak, hindi ko naman siya boyfriend noh. Crush lang. ((: Anyhoo, kasi minsan parang "romantic" or "sweet" kami.. Minsan naman, parang hindi kami magkakilala or parang deadmahan nalang ba? NAKO. Sana naman. Ewan. Basta, oo, ayoko rin naman na palaging "sweet" or whatever. Kasi naman, madaming tao. Dapat in private. Pero nga lang, nakakamiss rin yung times na hugs and whatever. AAAARGH. Kung ganon lang kasi kadaling sabihin na. "Um. Pwede ka bang ihug?". Eh, iba na ngayon. Siguro dati, pwede pa. Nakakatakot na ang mga lalaki ngayon kaya. ((: Basta, tapos nag-seselos ako. So bali dalawang reasons na yun. Tssss.
Pangatlo, school.. Mahal na mahal ko ang school. Woooh. Those games, those high scores. The love. ♥ Sa sobrang nakakamiss, pag-uwi mo nang bahay, parang nawala na ang lahat sayo. Siguro 'yon ang nafefeel ko ngayon. Wahahaha.
Pangapat, envy ba kamo? Siguro nga iyon ang talagang rason nitong pagkaka- "not-in-the-mood" ko. Kasi naman, I envy laughter, enjoyment. 'Di na kaya ako masyadong tumatawa ngayon. Isa pa, hindi na rin ako masyadong nag-eenjoy ng life ko. ((: Alam ko, pag makikita mo ako.. Sobrang tuwa. 'Di kaya ganun yun. 'Di pa ako kontento. Unlike before, sobra ako tumawa. At yung smile sa face ko? BIG, man! Eh ngayon? Puro frowns. Minsan na lang tumatawa. Enjoying? Mm, not so.

BASTA. SANA ANG NGAYON MAGING DATI. SANA LAHAT AY MADALING BAGUHIN. MGA UGALI, MGA PANGYAYARI.

I want to be the happiest again! (:

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Posted on Thursday, September 18, 2008 at 2:06 PM.
what's up with thaaat?
Exams are done. Yaaayy. :D

But I'm kind of scared of card day. Rawr. :-S

Um. Here are my scores ::

Computer -- 34/34. (Syempre, inuna yung highest, diba diba? ((:)
Hekasi -- 74/80. (Weh, parang hindi pa kontento but.. YEY. xD)
Language -- 89/95 (6 mistakes. YAH BOI. =p)
Science -- 75/85 (Ay nako. Pwede na 'yan!! Ahaha.)
Filipino -- 69/80 (Okeh ba? haha)
Reading -- 82/113 (I know, baba. Pero pasado naman. :D)
Geometry -- 32/50 (ewan, bsta pasado.. oks na sakin un)
Math -- 15/40 (Oh golly. So embarrassing. Saaaad. :|)

I'm kinda scared of Math. Like, OMG. What will be my grade there if I didn't even pass in Math? Whoa. So much for expecting a lot. I expect to be in the Director's List. Well, hopefully. D'you think I'll be there even though my score in the Math exam is you know.. FAILED? :| Really scaring me. But I guess I can accept not being in the director's list. Maybe I should concentrate more. And I should have focus by 2nd Trimester. As a matter of fact, it's already second trimester. So I better be concentrated and I shouldn't be out of focus.

I WISH I'LL HAVE A HIGH GRADE IN MATH !!! ):

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Posted on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 at 8:09 PM.
anobayan.
BAKIT LAHAT KAYO NAG-AAWAY? HA? NAKAKAINIS. :|

Dude, nakakainis na. Lagi kayo nag-aaway, at sa huli.. mag-babati rin kayo? Whut the heck. I mean, away dito, away dyan. Grabe. Bugbugan, suntukan. Ano ba 'to? The world is turning into a ball of whatevers dahil sa mga ginagawa niyo. Away away away bati bati bati. WAAA. May depressed, may galit. May nagsisisi. Eh. Kung magsisisi rin kayo, sana hindi niyo na lang ginawa. At, sana naman inisip niyo muna kung tama o mali yung gagawin ninyo. As you can see, madaming tao ang nag-aaway these days. It's either because of friendship, love or kung anu-ano. Minsan nga ambabaw ng reason eh. Nakakatawa pero, urgh. Love? Madaming mga love triangles o love squares kung tawagin. Bakit ba ang mga tao ngayon ay hindi kontento sa isa? Meron ka na nga, mag-hahanap ka pa, ano 'yon? Extra? Reserved? Baliw. Oo, sa mga bagay.. Okay lang yun. Syempre naman, bagay eh. Pero sa mga tao, ano? Eh 'di parang ginawa mo na rin silang mga bagay lang. Don't treat people like pets or non-living things. 'Di naman sila deserving para i-treat niyo sila nang ganon.

Selos ka? Hmm. Alam ko na normal lang ang isang tao para mag-selos o mainggit. Pero, there are times na dapat naman maging kontento ka na sa situasyon or nangyayari sayo ngayon. Well, ang masasabi ko lang. SANA TALAGA. SANA SANA SANA. Wala nang mag-aaway pero ewan ko lang kung posible pa 'yon. GRABE. SA DAMI NA NG NAG-AAWAY NGAYON, sa tingin niyo may mag-susurvive pa na tao sa mundo kung lahat naman tayo eh magkaaway at magkalaban? Nako, malay ko kung paano ko sasagutin 'yan. STOP FIGHTING. Ako nalang lagi ang referee ng mga away nyo. Sana naman mag-mahalan na lang ang lahat at wag na maging magkaaway.

Siguro sa dami na ng mga nag-aaway ngayon, kokonti na lang ang magkakaibigan. Sa totoo lang, ang mundo ay puro away. Ewan ko lang kung may nagmamahalan pa. Kasi sa dami ng alam kong magkaaway, ewan ko rin kung magkakabati pa. WAAAAH. Nakakainis talaga.

Make love, not war!!

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Posted on Friday, September 12, 2008 at 1:57 PM.
thoughts
I've realized that friendship can end in just one blink of an eye. Many things had happened this school year just after three months. Friendships had been torn apart. People had changed. Things are new.

Our friendship has torn apart. But, I know that there is still a 100% possibility that we will be together again. But, whatever. I'm happy no matter who I'm with or even if everyone hates me. But, I have wondered. I have thoughts. I've realized something. Something that is really common and something that always happens. And I have this question to ask you, my friend.

Why our people different these days? Why do people stab other people's backs? Is it truly normal or is it them? Well, I noticed that a lot of people including me.. are back stabbed. Well, there are fights. And they get together, again. It just sucks. And I hate it. You fight, but then again, you apologize, acceptance and there you go, friends again. I know that being friends again is nice and whatsoever. But, isn't it ludicrous? Quarrels, and then you are friends again? Fight, friends, fight, friends. Damn. I'm sick of all those junk. If you're tired as well, I think my advice for you my friend is.. Stop being friends with people that you know that they're backstabber's.

I know it's not that easy doing it, and I know it's completely complicated, but probably it's the best thing to do. I mean, not all human-beings live just because of their friends. Am I right? A person told me so, and I realized.. Yes, it's true. I know and I believe that I could live without friends. But there are words in my mind. Which are "move on". An end always has a beginning. You can start again. Make new friends and I bet that you'll be closer than ever. Me? I've already moved on. I've got a lot of friends and our friendship (me & others) is fine. We still talk, we eat together. But I will no longer use other people just to make my "enemies" or "best friends" jealous or make them miss me. No, sir. I mean, that's old school, man. Why would I ever use people? And yes, I know that I did that before. But I regret doing this thing. That's why I decided on not doing it again. And I know several people who do this. I won't mention names because I'm not that wicked. Well, I just hope that they'll change. I hope that they will not use people just to get what they want. It's totally a wrong thing to do.

Hm. Friendship? There are many things that you can tell about this word. There can be fights, arguments. Envy? Hatred. And sometimes there's this word called sorrow. I know that you guys feel the pain inside and I know that you're just hiding it. I myself, I hide it. I don't want people to see me sad for they will try to cheer me up, but I know that it's useless. Well, many things have changed. First, I was friends with her. Then she is now friends with blah. I know. So weird. Friendship can end.. Very fast. I mean, very very fast. It's like throwing an old toy. Once you find a new one, you throw the old one up. Replaced. Ouch. Hurts, right? I know how it feels 'cause I felt it.

Maybe a lot of times, maybe a few times. It really doesn't matter at all. Why is there friendship? Why is there friendship if you just keep on fighting with each other? It never ends. Even if you try to stop, it would still happen. I try to stop, but there's no use. Arguments here, arguments there. They're everywhere!! Whatever you do, they're still there. Not only I, but I know that a lot of people have fights. I mean, who doesn't? Everyone has fights! Even if you don't think so, still, there are. Apologies, some are accepted, some are not. But, if you keep on apologizing, honey, what will happen to you? I rather be not forgiven than to be stupidly apologizing even if it's not my fault. I know, full of pride. But seriously, just keep apologizing? Are you kidding me? Yes, I know. You should apologize even though you don't feel like it. But, in my opinion, sometimes you just have to wait for them to do something they have to do. Some people are too forgiving, some don't show mercy. Maybe I'm one of them, maybe I'm part-time forgiving and part-time showing-no-mercy. Yes, I'm nice.. And I'm mean, at the same time.

The bottom line is, people, why do you ever befriend other people if you just keep on fighting with them? I mean, I'm tired of all those stupidity. I just hope everyone would stop arguing with each other. Stop all those fights and be friends. All of us are brothers and sisters. So, we should not argue with each other. Instead, we should love each other. No matter how much you hate people, you should still love them somewhat. Friendship can be a silly word. But friendship really means a lot of stuff. Special things, stupid things. What I know is, friendship is a treasure.

Love your neighbor as yourself.

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Posted on Thursday, September 11, 2008 at 7:55 PM.
Don't even try
Don't even try to piss me off because I'm not the type of person that you should mess with.

I'm formidable. Very hard to deal with. And I'm too much to handle. Try pissing me, dude, you won't even think of pissing me ever again if I bust a move against you. Well, sometimes I get too wrathful. But I know that you know how I feel when you piss me off. I mean, the hell you care. I don't care 'bout you guys, so I guess you should do the same thing. I'm not even trying to ruin your life, and I don't even care about your damn life. So please just shut the f-ck up.

I'm not being so pikon. But yes, I admit.. I am pikon. But, what can I say? Sometimes, I'm really not that type. However, when you piss me.. Who wouldn't get pissed? If I piss you too, you would get pissed as well, right? The bottom line is, please don't piss me off or don't try ruining my life because when I do the same thing, maybe you'd be begging for mercy. At times, I show mercy. Mostly, I don't. It totally depends.

Anyway, I just have one wish. I hope you guys would stop being so talkative and spreading rumors. Mkay, you know the rumor.. Yeah, whatever. Just please don't spread it. It really hurts you know. If I hear a gossip, I'll spread it because you did the same thing to me. So, please. I'm begging you, stop being so selfish.
Posted on at 3:17 PM.
i love you.
I'm so in love. As you can see, a lot of things happened. A lot has gained. I gained a lot of hugs. I love you's. My to-do list is almost done. Over five, I've done three.

[ ] hold your hand
[ ] mess up your hair
[x] kiss on the cheek
[x] hug you to death
[x] tell you how i truly feel

sweet, huh? i know. i love him so much. and no matter what i do, i can't stop thinking of him. i guess i'm really in love. nobody can make me stop loving you. wah.

all i can say is, I LOVE YOU.
Posted on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 at 8:47 PM.
Exams are done.
I'm so desperate. I want high grades. But there are times that I don't even care. And sometimes, I don't concentrate and lose focus. Just being happy-go-lucky. But being happy-go-lucky cannot make my grades go up, right? If I continue being so careless, then I will end up having low grades, instead. I think I should stop cramming. My mom told me so and I thought of something. Maybe it really is a good head start to be in the director's list. I guess if I study harder, my name will already be listed. And being positive could help, too. There's this cycle. For instance, you want this bike.. You really really want it. If you think positive, there's a possibility that you would have the bike. Although, if you think the opposite, then you won't have it. And I believe in that.

I've thought of being more optimistic before. And I guess I am. But at times, I'm being so negative and oh-so-pessimistic. I keep on imagining my failures. Failures that will soon come. But, I somehow know that there's this tendency that I would have success. And I'll succeed. I should probably be less negative and be optimistic all the way.

Hopefully, my name would be listed there. I really hope so. I'll do everything. Well, I guess I did my best during the exams. Math was uber hard. But I wish I'll pass in that subject and have a high grade there, too. Wish I could pass in all the subjects [test-papers, grades].

DL. Wish I'm there. Maybe, I'm half-way there. Maybe, I already am.

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Posted on at 8:15 PM.
just my luck.
ey, exams tomorrow & sorry if i haven't posted some junk in here lately. totally hectic these days. i know, harsh.

so, i've been reviewing. and i'm still not contented. i want to be in the dl. yes, i really really want to. even if my name's in the very last, that's okay. at least my name's listed. well, my brain's going to explode and i feel that my memory is so low. and it's true. once, i read this certain sentence. and after a few minutes, gone. what did i read again? what does it say? oh yeah, i forgot. psh.

i need to drink medicine for the memory. like, memory plus ba 'yun? whatttev. ha. computer. lessons 1-7. gosh, i've been studying it and i still haven't mastered all of it. golly. i'm so scared. i really hope that i'd pass all the test-papers and i hope i'll get high grades. higher than i think. wah. well, i'm too indolent to study right now and i'm really not supposed to use the computer since i want to.. but after all, i'm resting from all those blahs.

i want to be in the dl and that's final. that's all i want. gaahh. i have to do everything. but i'm desperate. i'm very worried. i'm like, "what will the questions be? oh no, maybe the questions would be super hard and i haven't studied that question. nooo.". i know, exaggeration.

oh well, i worry about computer. hope it would be easy. even music. i know that i'm not mentioning major subjects but wth. i care about ALL the subjects and i want ALL my grades to be HIGH. i mean, who wouldn't want to have HIGH grades? well, that is for people who DON'T CARE no matter how high/low their grades are. i wonder who they will be someday. but i wish they would change and excel or whatever.


just have to pray and do all of my best even if my whole body would explode. i want to be in the director's list and that's the best thing that would ever happen to me. if i had a genie, i'd probably wished that years ago.

HIGH GRADES are a must-have. LAZINESS are a no-no. CONCENTRATION + FOCUS = THREE CHEERS FOR CLARISSE, she's in the DL.

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Posted on Sunday, September 7, 2008 at 1:10 PM.
?? [!!]
this entry's going to have lots of topics. so lend me your ears + eyes. ahaha!!!


war in mindanao
well, er, i hope the war would end! it's really depressing me. i pity the children. and everyone! so much for rebellion.

mortal enemy
my current enemy is none other than alain gerard eleccion. he sucks! hate him, aargh! they say, "be ready". i wanna tell them, "dude, game's over. i won, you lost. losers!!". muhaha. or like, "yeah? it's on, man!" lol. basta, we're enemies from now on. tss tss.

ampangit ko!
i'm oogglehh. walang aangal okay? ((:

maan. exams.
my, oh my. exams. uber nervous. i wanna be in the d's list. waahh. have to concentrate. guess won't be ol for a while. blah, that is if i could. heww. :-S

personal development
i have to increase my pd because surely my grade will be low due to it. aarrghh. i'm so talkative kasi. wah. have to be less talkative, i think. psh, kasi naman. i'm quiet na, and i can't resist to talk back. alangan namang, silent lang lagi diba? siyempre, tira-tira! :b

d's list
i want to be in the director's list no matter what! kahit last, ayos lang un! at least andun name mo, diba diba? XD.

computer absence
i hope i can, but i'll try.. i THINK i won't be online for this week, today's the last chance. HAHA, my mom's not forcing me not to use the comp tho. but i want to learn and SUFFER. LOL!!! kailangan ko ma-control. para hindi masyadong addict. malay mo, i'll be in the dl if i do it. oh right! :>

dorothy and raizel
wala lang! just glad to have friends like them. hehehe!!! [: esp. dorothy! lagi ko siya nakikita. church, chapel. whoo! lols.

sherwin and hensen
same with these two! i love theeem! best friends. lmaooo

grade vi
still can't believe that im a 6th grader and i'll be graduating next year. it sucks, i know. and i don't want to graduate yet! buhh i have nothing to do, it happens.. aaiight? x__x
Posted on Monday, September 1, 2008 at 7:32 PM.
'ber months na!
whoa, i can't believe it! 'ber months!! :-O

time flies so quick! zomg, 'ber months?! well, Christmas will come soon. and i can't wait! :D

weeee! gifts, but not only gifts. haha. best part about Christmas is, our family & friends. presents don't matter. what matters is, we're all together celebrating His birthday.

and oh yeah! my birthday's coming. :D ^.^ plus, i'm turning twelve! creepy. i don't wanna be a tween! |:

but oh, i have nothing to do. bff. gifts! i want them, HAHA. i'm craving for an iPod or something. LOL, yea, whatebur! anyhoo, i wonder where i'd celebrate my birthday. rarr, family celebration na lang? ((:

or maybe just go to the mall with friends. like, matagal pa! XD. why am i thinking of these things if my birthday is 1 month and 25 days pa?! =]] (Correct me if my calculations are wrong. Hihi!)

for your info, nemo [ROFL.].. my big day's on 26th October, doc. =)

ringadingding! pip doodle doo! she's going crazy!!! =p

'Ber months, hope everyone doesn't forget about Christ's birthday. :D

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Posted on at 7:05 PM.