An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Steps on an airplane
I have never ridden an airplane before in my whole entire life. But this summer, I'll be able to have my first flight. International flight, that is. Yes, I know, finally, I'm about to step on an airplane for the first time. So obviously, I should feel giddy and all, right? However, I don't feel giddy that much. I don't even want to go yet. Well, I know there's a reason why I don't feel excited. It's because.. I don't want to leave yet. It's too early. I want to spend the rest of the vacation with my special someone. I still keep wondering, though. A few months back, I was slightly sobbing because I wanted to go elsewhere for a vacation; I wanted to go to another country.. I wanted to travel so bad. But now, I've already got the opportunity and it's already final. It's sure that we're going. But how come I don't feel excited? I guess I do feel a little excited - because I want to know what it feels like to be in another country, especially in the United States of America.

By the way, our flight is on Wednesday, May 12 at 10:30 in the evening. I can't wait to ride an airplane! I'm really going to miss my honeybunch though. I'll miss our 2nd month and his 17th birthday. Oh bummerr. Our arrival will be on the 1st of June. I can't wait to go home by then, for sure! Because I can't live a day without talking to him. My day's just incomplete without him. Things aren't the same. Oh gosh. I hope I survive! Plus, I don't want myself crying at the airport or in the airplane or in SF/LA. I guess I'm just going to hide somewhere private, most likely in the bathroom and burst out all the tears I've been keeping. I'm really going to miss him. Seriously.

I just wish my trip to San Fransisco or Los Angeles would be happy, fun and worth it! I guess 18 days with my mother in a different country would be enjoyable, I think. HAHA. I hope and pray. Hm. So, what do you want me to bring home for you? LULZ. Just kidding, foo! :P

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Posted on Sunday, May 9, 2010 at 5:19 PM.