An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
OI, SORRY. LMAOOO.
I never thought that lovers could be the worst enemies.. And I never thought that enemies could be friends again. --
Yesterday, when I was left in school with Samantha while my other best friends were chilling in the mall, Samantha and I went to P.E. Area and I saw my enemies. I was disgusted, not literally. But you know kids.. They tease each other like babies. Rofl. Anyways, we were about to go inside the room, however, when I saw them, we waited for them to leave so we could go inside. When one of them went out, he pushed the door.. And I was standing behind that door. Luckily, I wasn't bumped our something. But I almost did. My face was like, WHAT THE HECK. And of course, I was being rude. After a few seconds, that person apologized and said, "sorry ah". My face was like, "it's okay. no harm done". Well, what else should I do? Lie? It's the truth after all.. I wasn't harmed. After that, Samantha & I were downstairs, just walking. When we saw their group, Sam was pulling me towards them. She told me that maybe Noel (the person I was referring to a while ago), would apologize again. I tried to pull myself away from Sam. 'Cause I don't want to get close to them.
When I was standing, Hensen stood in front of me and said, "oi clarisse! sorry na". I think he said that. Or something like it. I said in reply, "okay lang". Then, Sherwin's turn to apologize.. He repeated it a couple of times and I forgave. Wow. My enemies.. Apologized? OK, that's really freaky. :))
Oh, we also asked Hensen how he was related to "Henry" who was in his featured friends. Because we thought 'twas that kid who looked exactly liked him and thought that it was his cousin or something. But, there were two people in that primary picture. There was this guy and that kid. He told us that it was his dad's friendster. Which means, that picture was referring to that guy instead of that kid. When we knew this, Sam & I just laughed. Lmaoo. :))
Even Arielle received an apology from them. Well, I guess enemies can be your friends after all. Okay, that's weird. Enemies can really be your friends ever since. HAHA. Apologies, apologies. Why were they even invented?! Lol. I said that 'cause I still want to have enemies. Not that I want a lot of them, but it's actually fun arguing with others, just so you know. LOL!!
Yesterday, when I was left in school with Samantha while my other best friends were chilling in the mall, Samantha and I went to P.E. Area and I saw my enemies. I was disgusted, not literally. But you know kids.. They tease each other like babies. Rofl. Anyways, we were about to go inside the room, however, when I saw them, we waited for them to leave so we could go inside. When one of them went out, he pushed the door.. And I was standing behind that door. Luckily, I wasn't bumped our something. But I almost did. My face was like, WHAT THE HECK. And of course, I was being rude. After a few seconds, that person apologized and said, "sorry ah". My face was like, "it's okay. no harm done". Well, what else should I do? Lie? It's the truth after all.. I wasn't harmed. After that, Samantha & I were downstairs, just walking. When we saw their group, Sam was pulling me towards them. She told me that maybe Noel (the person I was referring to a while ago), would apologize again. I tried to pull myself away from Sam. 'Cause I don't want to get close to them.
When I was standing, Hensen stood in front of me and said, "oi clarisse! sorry na". I think he said that. Or something like it. I said in reply, "okay lang". Then, Sherwin's turn to apologize.. He repeated it a couple of times and I forgave. Wow. My enemies.. Apologized? OK, that's really freaky. :))
Oh, we also asked Hensen how he was related to "Henry" who was in his featured friends. Because we thought 'twas that kid who looked exactly liked him and thought that it was his cousin or something. But, there were two people in that primary picture. There was this guy and that kid. He told us that it was his dad's friendster. Which means, that picture was referring to that guy instead of that kid. When we knew this, Sam & I just laughed. Lmaoo. :))
Even Arielle received an apology from them. Well, I guess enemies can be your friends after all. Okay, that's weird. Enemies can really be your friends ever since. HAHA. Apologies, apologies. Why were they even invented?! Lol. I said that 'cause I still want to have enemies. Not that I want a lot of them, but it's actually fun arguing with others, just so you know. LOL!!
Posted on Saturday, January 17, 2009 at 9:51 PM.
New Year's Eve
I never thought a new year would make us all tense and under pressure. Why, you asked? I think you can't consider having a fire during the new year's eve a normal thing to happen, right? Yes, it happened around 12AM here in Tambac. Luckily, the fire didn't cause any damage at all. And good thing there weren't any houses in the place where the fire was. I can see the teamwork in the people of Tambac because of what happened this midnight. I've seen their cooperation, they worked all together just to put the fire out. It was really heartening that everyone did everything just to make a disaster disappear. And I am also thankful that no one was harmed and no one got disheartened because of this fire.
My mom, also my brother, and most of us, were all agitated of what happened. Although, we were really lucky that the fire stopped. My mom called the fire station, too. In the end, we all laughed about it. Because, our neighbor also called the fire station, not only mom. And by the time the fire stopped, two fire trucks came to the compound. It was really a funny prank! :))
My new year's eve has always been boring, in my opinion. Despite the fact that we have fireworks and we have a lot of food, I still find it boring. I don't talk, I don't laugh, I don't scream or something. Every new year's eve, there are lots of kids outside our house because we have this party thing. And of course, our neighbors are here, kids and others. Since I don't go out of the house, all of us aren't close to each other. But I used to play with them here in our garden. But when I grew up, obviously, I stopped playing and I started staying inside the house all the time. To tell you the truth, if it weren't for food, I'd be having an awful new year's eve. Haha.
Just to make things straightforward, I would like to express my gratitude to all the people who made my 2008 an amazing year and a year full of peace, love and happiness. I'm also showing appreciation to all those who did wrong things to me, or my friends. I'm now forgiving each and everyone of you. And I, myself, am apologizing for all the unpleasant things that I've done to you guys. I hope you will all accept my apology. Lastly, I would like to tell you that even though I had my worst days last year, I still want to tell you all that I love you from the bottom of my heart. Between the sadness and joy, I'll still share some love no matter what happens.
That's all. Thank you for everything. And.. Happy New Year! May all of you have an ecstatic 2009! Let's welcome 2009 with all of the hospitality we've got! (:
My mom, also my brother, and most of us, were all agitated of what happened. Although, we were really lucky that the fire stopped. My mom called the fire station, too. In the end, we all laughed about it. Because, our neighbor also called the fire station, not only mom. And by the time the fire stopped, two fire trucks came to the compound. It was really a funny prank! :))
My new year's eve has always been boring, in my opinion. Despite the fact that we have fireworks and we have a lot of food, I still find it boring. I don't talk, I don't laugh, I don't scream or something. Every new year's eve, there are lots of kids outside our house because we have this party thing. And of course, our neighbors are here, kids and others. Since I don't go out of the house, all of us aren't close to each other. But I used to play with them here in our garden. But when I grew up, obviously, I stopped playing and I started staying inside the house all the time. To tell you the truth, if it weren't for food, I'd be having an awful new year's eve. Haha.
Just to make things straightforward, I would like to express my gratitude to all the people who made my 2008 an amazing year and a year full of peace, love and happiness. I'm also showing appreciation to all those who did wrong things to me, or my friends. I'm now forgiving each and everyone of you. And I, myself, am apologizing for all the unpleasant things that I've done to you guys. I hope you will all accept my apology. Lastly, I would like to tell you that even though I had my worst days last year, I still want to tell you all that I love you from the bottom of my heart. Between the sadness and joy, I'll still share some love no matter what happens.
That's all. Thank you for everything. And.. Happy New Year! May all of you have an ecstatic 2009! Let's welcome 2009 with all of the hospitality we've got! (:
Labels: apologies, fire, fireworks, food, love, new year, thanks
Posted on Thursday, January 1, 2009 at 6:40 PM.
Keep moving forward.
I think it's time to move on and forget everything. I've told you a lot of times, I try to erase all those memories. And I can't do it that easily. And I don't know how to do it. It's difficult.
I want to forget you. Yes, I know it might sound weird but it is true. I really want to get you out of my whole life. But guess what? I just can't do it. I'm not like you, anyway. I mean, guys can forget that easily. I'm kind of envious, that's all.
Anyways, I've apologized and perhaps you have forgiven me too. And I'm really grateful that you did accept my apology. I hope you won't get mad anymore and I hope we'll still be friends. Although, I don't want to be "friends friends" because I really want to delete you forever. Alright, that's unnecessary, I know. But hey, you get my point, right?
You've replaced me from someone else and I understand that. Because there's a time in our lives wherein we should deal with all the bad things that have happened to us. It happened already. We can't change that anymore. We don't even have the powers to do such a thing. Why bother? Just suck it up.
However, no matter how hard I try, I just can't do it!! It's really irritating and I want to move on. I guess I did. 'Cause I'm not really that desperate anymore. I'm not even thinking that I still have a chance. As if! Like that'll happen. But if it will happen, I guess it takes time for me to make a decision.
I just hope that you won't try to hurt me; physically or emotionally. I just can't take the disappointment anymore. If you want my help, just ask for it. If you need me, I'll always be here. And you know what? I still love you.. As a friend. (or..)
I'll make you all wonder why I'm still smiling. :)
I want to forget you. Yes, I know it might sound weird but it is true. I really want to get you out of my whole life. But guess what? I just can't do it. I'm not like you, anyway. I mean, guys can forget that easily. I'm kind of envious, that's all.
Anyways, I've apologized and perhaps you have forgiven me too. And I'm really grateful that you did accept my apology. I hope you won't get mad anymore and I hope we'll still be friends. Although, I don't want to be "friends friends" because I really want to delete you forever. Alright, that's unnecessary, I know. But hey, you get my point, right?
You've replaced me from someone else and I understand that. Because there's a time in our lives wherein we should deal with all the bad things that have happened to us. It happened already. We can't change that anymore. We don't even have the powers to do such a thing. Why bother? Just suck it up.
However, no matter how hard I try, I just can't do it!! It's really irritating and I want to move on. I guess I did. 'Cause I'm not really that desperate anymore. I'm not even thinking that I still have a chance. As if! Like that'll happen. But if it will happen, I guess it takes time for me to make a decision.
I just hope that you won't try to hurt me; physically or emotionally. I just can't take the disappointment anymore. If you want my help, just ask for it. If you need me, I'll always be here. And you know what? I still love you.. As a friend. (or..)
I'll make you all wonder why I'm still smiling. :)
Labels: apologies, forgetting, forgiven, moving forward
Posted on Saturday, December 6, 2008 at 7:31 AM.
No, it's not too late to apologize.
He apologized.
YES NAMAN. WAITING FOR IT. I mean, he already did. He apologized last Friday. Remember? I thought he apologized but he doesn'tlove me anymore. But then, he text-messaged me only this Saturday. (Oct 18). He said 'Sorry' again. And of course, I accepted it and I told him that he should remember that I love him so much.
You know what he replied? (Ahh, oke). That made me feel that it's true, he doesn't love me anymore. While texting, I wasn't saying any "haha" or "lol". Oh yeah, I did. I said "Ohh. Haha."
Then he told me that he'll tell me something. And I asked him what was it. Guess what! He told me (in tagalog + english) "Urghh. Ito nalang.. Wait.. Um.. i love you. haha^^". Exactly like that! :PP
And man! I melted that time. Well, I was talking to Paolo on the phone when he texted so I was like telling Paolo that I was kinikilig. :)) And he was like "yeee". LMAOO.
And of course, I replied. Well, duh. I said "Ageh! Nakakatakot! Love you too. :)" HAHA. Yep, a cheesy and funny way, eh? :))
He also told me that he wants to talk to me in school. Tuesday, tomorrow! Lol. OHH. He told me (yesterday) that he's going to teach me how to play the guitar. Damn. :)) Well, it's not that I don't want to, actually I want to know how to play the guitar. He asked me if I want to, and I said yes. Blah blah blah. By the tree daw. :)) Whoo, tomorrow! Ngee. Lol.
Aah, whatever. Just happy to know that he still loves me. :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
YES NAMAN. WAITING FOR IT. I mean, he already did. He apologized last Friday. Remember? I thought he apologized but he doesn't
You know what he replied? (Ahh, oke). That made me feel that it's true, he doesn't love me anymore. While texting, I wasn't saying any "haha" or "lol". Oh yeah, I did. I said "Ohh. Haha."
Then he told me that he'll tell me something. And I asked him what was it. Guess what! He told me (in tagalog + english) "Urghh. Ito nalang.. Wait.. Um.. i love you. haha^^". Exactly like that! :PP
And man! I melted that time. Well, I was talking to Paolo on the phone when he texted so I was like telling Paolo that I was kinikilig. :)) And he was like "yeee". LMAOO.
And of course, I replied. Well, duh. I said "Ageh! Nakakatakot! Love you too. :)" HAHA. Yep, a cheesy and funny way, eh? :))
He also told me that he wants to talk to me in school. Tuesday, tomorrow! Lol. OHH. He told me (yesterday) that he's going to teach me how to play the guitar. Damn. :)) Well, it's not that I don't want to, actually I want to know how to play the guitar. He asked me if I want to, and I said yes. Blah blah blah. By the tree daw. :)) Whoo, tomorrow! Ngee. Lol.
Aah, whatever. Just happy to know that he still loves me. :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Posted on Monday, October 20, 2008 at 7:35 PM.