An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Jerk.
People nowadays are being such jerks and they're being mean, as always. I mean, why do they even deserve to live in this crazy ol' world? Not that I'm being selfish or anything. But can you see the vanity in them? Shame.

There are types of jerks, actually. Jerks that are backstabbers. They're to be called as "Judas". Do you get me? 'Cause Judas betrayed Jesus. Hence, if I call you "Judas", then that means you're a traitor. Judas!! And there are also some jerks who are pulling your friends away from you. Then again, there are also jerks that are ruining your life or just practically interrupting your happy life even though you did NOTHING, yes, nothing. The thing is, What the hell is their problem?! They don't need to be aware of everything. Do they have the rights to do so?

Here's a fact; I hate backstabbers. So if you're planning to stab my back, then I suggest you should stop your plan before everything turns into chaos. There's this person, who I thought was nice, NOT a backstabber, a good friend, someone who's LOYAL and trustworthy and I end up getting pissed because he/she told someone a secret which isn't supposed to be revealed to that other person. And for that other person, he/she is truly narcissistic and everyone despises her. The backstabber? He/she is a hypocrite. Yes, she is! Why? Because he/she told it to the narcissist that I told bad stuff about that person, but then, she's also detests that person. WTH right? :))

I just hope that they'll change 'cause you know the drill.. It's already a new year, man! We should all change. I'm trying to change but how can I stop being so mean if they're being mean too? I have a point, right? Who would allow people argue with them? Nobody! And if you do, then, I don't. I don't let people treat me like that. They have no rights. I just want to let them now, that I'm willing to change if they change. It's just give & take. So please, change for the love of friendship, peace and love. Stop fcuking me up. Okay? :|

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Posted on Friday, January 9, 2009 at 7:06 PM.
Vacation's over. School again. *sigh*
Alright, vacation's over, guys. School's back again and err, I don't want to go to school yet! Although, I have nothing else to do but to sulk in my own weird ways. I have no choice but to listen and try to understand what the equations mean. But I have to say, I want to change, after all, it's a new year. Perhaps it's time to change my school attitude into a new one. And this time, I don't want myself getting into trouble.

Things that I want to do from now on (in school) :
  • I will not talk anymore. I will talk oustide class. But in class? I'll only talk when necessary; when the teacher asks me a question or when I recite during discussion[s].
  • I'll try to be a good girl. No more trips to the principal's office. And most importantly, no more fights! :-S
  • No more text-messaging in class. Be alert while listening to the teacher!
  • NO MORE CRAMMING. I won't say this anymore, It's better late than never. Puh-lease! That is so last season. :))
  • Be friendly to everyone else. No more Ms. Meanie. Harhar. xP
That's all... For now. I mean, let's see what happens. Maybe I couldn't even complete all those tasks. Haha. But I should probably concentrate now. It's for the best and it's for my own sake in the first place. :)

People who need to be confronted? Maybe it's worth a try. I'll try working on those. Better yet, they need to learn a lesson. Whoops! Not that they need to be punished (or worse). HAHA. Kidding. Good luck! Please don't screw up in class. And by the way, wish me luck in the scores in our examinations. :P

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Posted on Sunday, January 4, 2009 at 9:13 PM.
Goodbye, 2008. Hello, 2009!
I still can't believe that the year's about to end and tadahh, in just a few more hours, it'll be two thousand and nine. Yeah, babyy! A new year. :DD I hope it will be a good one, though. However, 2008 has been a great year for all of us. We gained a lot of new friends, we forgave people, and we also loved everyone around us. But as time passes by, we are given a new year to change ourselves. The bad things about us, our aspirations, and most of all, our attitudes. If you've been mean this 2008, then we can change that this 2009 and we can become nice. :)

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to accomplish my 2008's new year's resolutions because.. I don't know, really. Hahaha. Maybe I was that lazy. Alright, that sounds awkward. But nevermind. :))

In 2009, I promise I'll get my resolutions done. LOL. Well, hopefully. You know what they say, "It's easy to say it, but it's hard to do it". Harrhar. :P

There are things that I want to change in the year 2009. Here are some:

1.) My height: Oh, I definitely want to get taller! :O
- People often tell me that I'm too tall for my age and yet I still think I'm THAT small. -__-

2.) My hairstyle: What do you think would fit me? :))
- My hair became a mess when I cut it short. I really didn't like my old hair but people told me it looked better. I guess I'll just wait for it to grow and that's the time I'll get my haircut. :D

3.) I shouldn't lose focus at all: Alright, concentrate!!
- From now on, I'll try to catch up in the 3rd trimester. I'm not really sure of what my grade will be this 2nd tri, but I'm really not that confident. Err, and yes, I should stop being so talkative. -.-

4.) Try to avoid getting into trouble: Byebye, little miss trouble. :P
- I always get into trouble because I like messing around and joining other people's fights. It's kinda weird that I like making people apologize to each other but in the end, they tend to hate each other more. =))

5.) Naughty or nice? 2008: 1/2 naughty 1/2 nice, 2009: nice!!
- My attitude has been very different and I want it to be more different next year. Hence, I must become a loving daughter, nice friend, and an industrious student. Erase the fact that I'm lazy, 'k? :))

Those moments we spent together this 2008 has been a blast to me. And there's no doubt about forgetting all those memories 'cause they are treasured here in my heart. Goodbye '08, yo 2009! Happy New Year. :>

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Posted on Wednesday, December 31, 2008 at 7:23 PM.