I didn't expect that love will end so soon. I haven't thought of a decision yet. But I think I know what to do now. And yes, I'm letting the whole world know how much I have suffered.

Never give up. I told you I won't, but why did I seem to be desperate? Why did I become truly hopeless at a time like this? Is it just really that disheartening to see you looking at me with those sinister eyes? I can't force myself to just accept all the pain. No! That would be inappropriate. I must fight. I should show all of them that I've not suffered. I'm still alive, and still being faithful. But then.. Why did I become feeble? A strong person turned into a vulnerable one? I know it's a bit hilarious, but it's real. How come?

I can't keep all of these grudges forever, can I? I guess I should just deal with it.The fact that he doesn't love me anymore and he likes this new girl next door. I know that you can compare a lot of things between me and that girl. However, I'm DIFFERENT. That's for sure! No matter what you say about me.. I'll always be the same. Clarisse clarisse clarisse. That's me, and I will never change at all. Although, I can change. And I will change.. Just for you.

Oh my. I remember the time when I kissed you on the cheek. That day was very unforgettable, a day to be treasured! That was also the day when you hugged me all of a sudden and you told me something. Something that I'll never ever forget. I love you. Even if those three words are really short, it still means a lot of things. Things which are indescribable. You can't ever compare "I love you" to some other words you know. Because those three words are the most precious words that I've ever known.

It's hard to say this but, I think I'm still in love with you. But now that I know you stopped loving me, I guess all of my hope ran away. It suddenly went away like a blink of an eye. It's really complicated, I don't know how to explain this. Yes, I still love you. I just don't know how to admit it and I don't know how to shout it to everyone. I don't like you anymore. I guess I don't. I stopped. I took a pause. I think it has been too long for me to be waiting in despair. I'm looking like a stupid retard. I don't care. As long as I love you, I'm happy with that. I always ask myself, why did I like Hensen M. Espinoza? Is he that special for that matter? I guess not. He's just like everyone else, a human being. Actually, he's different. Why? He made me love him. He knows how to make people, in fact, ME/Clarisse, fall in love. Nope, he didn't make me obsessed/addicted. But he did make me realize how unique he is in an odd way. (:

Hensen, I give up. Always remember this though, if you still love me, well, baby I'm just here.. Waiting. And don't ever forget this one.. My love has never changed. AT ALL. Besides, until now, I'm still waiting for that stupid answer! LOL. And I just gave up.. Because, I don't want to be heartbroken.. Again. So, I hope you don't regret meeting me or something. Have a happy life! Oh by the way, let's all be friends! No hard feelings, mkay? (:

I didn't expect that love will end so soon. I haven't thought of a decision yet. But I think I know what to do now. And yes, I'm letting the whole world know how much I have suffered.

Never give up. I told you I won't, but why did I seem to be desperate? Why did I become truly hopeless at a time like this? Is it just really that disheartening to see you looking at me with those sinister eyes? I can't force myself to just accept all the pain. No! That would be inappropriate. I must fight. I should show all of them that I've not suffered. I'm still alive, and still being faithful. But then.. Why did I become feeble? A strong person turned into a vulnerable one? I know it's a bit hilarious, but it's real. How come?

I can't keep all of these grudges forever, can I? I guess I should just deal with it.The fact that he doesn't love me anymore and he likes this new girl next door. I know that you can compare a lot of things between me and that girl. However, I'm DIFFERENT. That's for sure! No matter what you say about me.. I'll always be the same. Clarisse clarisse clarisse. That's me, and I will never change at all. Although, I can change. And I will change.. Just for you.

Oh my. I remember the time when I kissed you on the cheek. That day was very unforgettable, a day to be treasured! That was also the day when you hugged me all of a sudden and you told me something. Something that I'll never ever forget. I love you. Even if those three words are really short, it still means a lot of things. Things which are indescribable. You can't ever compare "I love you" to some other words you know. Because those three words are the most precious words that I've ever known.

It's hard to say this but, I think I'm still in love with you. But now that I know you stopped loving me, I guess all of my hope ran away. It suddenly went away like a blink of an eye. It's really complicated, I don't know how to explain this. Yes, I still love you. I just don't know how to admit it and I don't know how to shout it to everyone. I don't like you anymore. I guess I don't. I stopped. I took a pause. I think it has been too long for me to be waiting in despair. I'm looking like a stupid retard. I don't care. As long as I love you, I'm happy with that. I always ask myself, why did I like Hensen M. Espinoza? Is he that special for that matter? I guess not. He's just like everyone else, a human being. Actually, he's different. Why? He made me love him. He knows how to make people, in fact, ME/Clarisse, fall in love. Nope, he didn't make me obsessed/addicted. But he did make me realize how unique he is in an odd way. (:

Hensen, I give up. Always remember this though, if you still love me, well, baby I'm just here.. Waiting. And don't ever forget this one.. My love has never changed. AT ALL. Besides, until now, I'm still waiting for that stupid answer! LOL. And I just gave up.. Because, I don't want to be heartbroken.. Again. So, I hope you don't regret meeting me or something. Have a happy life! Oh by the way, let's all be friends! No hard feelings, mkay? (: