An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Keep moving forward.
I think it's time to move on and forget everything. I've told you a lot of times, I try to erase all those memories. And I can't do it that easily. And I don't know how to do it. It's difficult.

I want to forget you. Yes, I know it might sound weird but it is true. I really want to get you out of my whole life. But guess what? I just can't do it. I'm not like you, anyway. I mean, guys can forget that easily. I'm kind of envious, that's all.

Anyways, I've apologized and perhaps you have forgiven me too. And I'm really grateful that you did accept my apology. I hope you won't get mad anymore and I hope we'll still be friends. Although, I don't want to be "friends friends" because I really want to delete you forever. Alright, that's unnecessary, I know. But hey, you get my point, right?

You've replaced me from someone else and I understand that. Because there's a time in our lives wherein we should deal with all the bad things that have happened to us. It happened already. We can't change that anymore. We don't even have the powers to do such a thing. Why bother? Just suck it up.

However, no matter how hard I try, I just can't do it!! It's really irritating and I want to move on. I guess I did. 'Cause I'm not really that desperate anymore. I'm not even thinking that I still have a chance. As if! Like that'll happen. But if it will happen, I guess it takes time for me to make a decision.

I just hope that you won't try to hurt me; physically or emotionally. I just can't take the disappointment anymore. If you want my help, just ask for it. If you need me, I'll always be here. And you know what? I still love you.. As a friend. (or..)

I'll make you all wonder why I'm still smiling. :)

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Posted on Saturday, December 6, 2008 at 7:31 AM.