An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Kill joy!
My mom's being kill-joy again. As always. She hasn't changed at all. But I guess I just have to accept the fact that she won't allow me in the basketball game. And I think it's my fault too. I'm so stupid!! And I regret everything. Waah, I'm so regretful right at the moment.
Minutes ago, I've tried begging my mom to allow me to go the championship basketball game tomorrow in the DWAD Gym. It's MG vs. DWAD. I really want to watch and I was hoping that my mom will allow me. And then again, she forbade me to go there. It's because I didn't go with her in that Eat Bulaga something in City Mall. I don't really want to go there. But I guess that's that. :|
She told me that it's just "give and take". I didn't go with her, she's not going to allow me. Is that even appropriate?! Well, I guess it is. But I really want to go!! ): And now's the only time I asked her about something. I even cried just to make her convinced. It didn't work, though. She even told me "even if you cry blood!". Whatever. I did everything! I said that I'll go with her in every place that she'll go to! However, she didn't fall for it. Psh!
I guess I learned my lesson. My mom did tell me that if we ask for something, she won't give it to us (when did she even give us a "thing"?! >.<) because we didn't go with her a while ago. It wasn't my fault that I don't want to go there! Around 2, I was thinking twice if I should go or if I shouldn't. But when I saw my mom watering the plants, I realized that I don't want to go anymore because I thought that my mom was too lazy to go, too. I didn't bother to ask that time. When I was telling that to my mom, she wasn't listening at all and I think she's ignoring me that time as well. Errr. Dang it!
I'm having a hunger strike right now. I haven't eaten yet and I'm not planning to eat. My mom doesn't care! Yes, what a mom. But I know, she's still my mom. Honestly, I'm not mad at her, it's just that, sometimes I just can't take it anymore! I want some freedom for heaven's sake. Sometimes I want my mom to be more supportive or something. But she's different somewhat. She's too overprotective. Sometimes she's just too irritating. Nope, I'm not mad. I just got annoyed of what happened. My effort was wasted and I hate it when I exert effort and nothing happens.
Yeah, yeah. I learned this stupid lesson. Karma is really killing me and I hate it. Why does Karma even exist? Huwaa! I guess I'll just be "careful" next time and be cleverer when it comes to asking permissions. Actually, it's one of my fears. Yes, asking permissions is one of my fears because I fear that my mom won't allow me. 'Cause she always doesn't! Aarghh!
Minutes ago, I've tried begging my mom to allow me to go the championship basketball game tomorrow in the DWAD Gym. It's MG vs. DWAD. I really want to watch and I was hoping that my mom will allow me. And then again, she forbade me to go there. It's because I didn't go with her in that Eat Bulaga something in City Mall. I don't really want to go there. But I guess that's that. :|
She told me that it's just "give and take". I didn't go with her, she's not going to allow me. Is that even appropriate?! Well, I guess it is. But I really want to go!! ): And now's the only time I asked her about something. I even cried just to make her convinced. It didn't work, though. She even told me "even if you cry blood!". Whatever. I did everything! I said that I'll go with her in every place that she'll go to! However, she didn't fall for it. Psh!
I guess I learned my lesson. My mom did tell me that if we ask for something, she won't give it to us (when did she even give us a "thing"?! >.<) because we didn't go with her a while ago. It wasn't my fault that I don't want to go there! Around 2, I was thinking twice if I should go or if I shouldn't. But when I saw my mom watering the plants, I realized that I don't want to go anymore because I thought that my mom was too lazy to go, too. I didn't bother to ask that time. When I was telling that to my mom, she wasn't listening at all and I think she's ignoring me that time as well. Errr. Dang it!
I'm having a hunger strike right now. I haven't eaten yet and I'm not planning to eat. My mom doesn't care! Yes, what a mom. But I know, she's still my mom. Honestly, I'm not mad at her, it's just that, sometimes I just can't take it anymore! I want some freedom for heaven's sake. Sometimes I want my mom to be more supportive or something. But she's different somewhat. She's too overprotective. Sometimes she's just too irritating. Nope, I'm not mad. I just got annoyed of what happened. My effort was wasted and I hate it when I exert effort and nothing happens.
Yeah, yeah. I learned this stupid lesson. Karma is really killing me and I hate it. Why does Karma even exist? Huwaa! I guess I'll just be "careful" next time and be cleverer when it comes to asking permissions. Actually, it's one of my fears. Yes, asking permissions is one of my fears because I fear that my mom won't allow me. 'Cause she always doesn't! Aarghh!
Labels: basketball, giveandtake, irritated, killjoy, lesson, mom
Posted on Sunday, November 30, 2008 at 9:10 PM.
