An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Just can't deal with it
I told myself "I just have to deal with it".
It's easy to tell yourself something you should do but it's pretty difficult to do it immediately. I mean, once you tell yourself.. For instance, you told yourself "I will not lie anymore, I won't ever!". But then, after a few seconds, you lie to yourself or someone else. Harsh eh? I know.
Although, sometimes I wish that once you tell yourself something you will do it and you can do it. But somehow, you just can't. It's sort of weird but yes, it's true.
Nowadays, I've been grumpy and pikon. Well, I'm going to be frank, I was pikon ever since. But I get so irritated easily these days. E.g., when I hear Dana's voice, I tend to be ranting all of a sudden. I don't know why. But it's just really annoying. Lol.
And nowadays, I can't deal with some stuff about me that is just wrong. Like when I have this mistake and I do it over and over again, I'm like "I want to die now! This life sucks blaah blah". EW! Emo much? ((: [PS ; NOT EMO!]
I can't accept the fact that I make mistakes. But for something that you've worked hard for, and it just not right, you have to do it all over again, won't you get pissed? Oh goodness. It makes me want to cry. But chyea, what can my tears do? NOTHING.
But I do know that everyone's not perfect. Everybody makes mistakes. Though there are times that I shout at myself and tell myself "Why can't I do it?! If they can, why can't I?!". Sucks! Maybe I'm just misunderstanding everything. Or maybe I just can't deal with the mistakes I made.
I've been emotional. (Hweh). Ella told me, "why are you emo?". First of all, not emo not emo not emo. Second, I have no idea. I guess because of what happened to me and you know who. But I swear, I'm still trying. Trying to forget all the good stuff. Trying to find a way out of this catastrophe.
Mkaaaay. Why the hell did I type all of these crap? :))
YAAAX. It's soo crappy. AHAHA. But whatever, na-type na e.
Fyi, I guess I just typed all of these because I got pissed of the thing we were doing in EPP hours ago. I mean wtf. It is so making my head explode. I hate stitching! Damn, it's so friggin' hard!
Oh well, reading this will just make you disappear. Kapish? Lmao.
I mean, wooo, go disappear! Right now,biatch! HAHA
It's easy to tell yourself something you should do but it's pretty difficult to do it immediately. I mean, once you tell yourself.. For instance, you told yourself "I will not lie anymore, I won't ever!". But then, after a few seconds, you lie to yourself or someone else. Harsh eh? I know.
Although, sometimes I wish that once you tell yourself something you will do it and you can do it. But somehow, you just can't. It's sort of weird but yes, it's true.
Nowadays, I've been grumpy and pikon. Well, I'm going to be frank, I was pikon ever since. But I get so irritated easily these days. E.g., when I hear Dana's voice, I tend to be ranting all of a sudden. I don't know why. But it's just really annoying. Lol.
And nowadays, I can't deal with some stuff about me that is just wrong. Like when I have this mistake and I do it over and over again, I'm like "I want to die now! This life sucks blaah blah". EW! Emo much? ((: [PS ; NOT EMO!]
I can't accept the fact that I make mistakes. But for something that you've worked hard for, and it just not right, you have to do it all over again, won't you get pissed? Oh goodness. It makes me want to cry. But chyea, what can my tears do? NOTHING.
But I do know that everyone's not perfect. Everybody makes mistakes. Though there are times that I shout at myself and tell myself "Why can't I do it?! If they can, why can't I?!". Sucks! Maybe I'm just misunderstanding everything. Or maybe I just can't deal with the mistakes I made.
I've been emotional. (Hweh). Ella told me, "why are you emo?". First of all, not emo not emo not emo. Second, I have no idea. I guess because of what happened to me and you know who. But I swear, I'm still trying. Trying to forget all the good stuff. Trying to find a way out of this catastrophe.
Mkaaaay. Why the hell did I type all of these crap? :))
YAAAX. It's soo crappy. AHAHA. But whatever, na-type na e.
Fyi, I guess I just typed all of these because I got pissed of the thing we were doing in EPP hours ago. I mean wtf. It is so making my head explode. I hate stitching! Damn, it's so friggin' hard!
Oh well, reading this will just make you disappear. Kapish? Lmao.
I mean, wooo, go disappear! Right now,
Posted on Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 4:31 PM.
