An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
The Bad Habit.
Backstabbing. Stabbing someone on the back is the worst. I've tried doing it myself. And I had/have been or being backstabbed before/now. I hate being backstabbed. It's like being tortured only worse. Backstabbing is a very very bad thing to do. So if I were you, stop doing it. Haha. Yes, I know I backstab. And there's still a possibility that I could do it. But being backstabbed by someone really hurts. Throw away your habit of backstabbing. I know, if you backstabbed this person and she/he is backstabbing you back then I guess you deserve it. And yet I don't like it if I deserve it or not. But, I'm not the only one who backstabbed this person. Even "them". But whyy? Why do I deserve this thing? I don't even know why. Tell me. Tell me right now. What have I done wrong due to this happening? It's better for people to stop doing such stuffs. Yes, I can't stop doing it at times. But I can try.

Sometimes people can't take it anymore. Being talked about every moment. Not telling the secrets to you. It's like they're not your best friends at all! And I'm one of those people who cannot take it. I'm telling you this right now because I'm really frustrated. I want to speak up, but I'm too vulnerable. I'm afraid. I know, it's like not the real Clarisse. I wasn't like this before. I'm being a coward right now. Unlike before, I was open. I did all of those stuffs that other people can't. Why am I being weak? Is it because I'm alone and they're altogether?

If you're wondering why I'm blogging about backstabbing, It's because I'm mad at someone. She's telling me that I've changed. My attitude turned into bad. But some people say I changed into a nice person. It's making me the heebeegeebees. I'm like WTF?! I'm totally frustrated! Yes, I'm pissed of this person. I'm mad at her. I have been replaced by her. That's why it's so pissing me off. It's more nicer when we were the only three. Me, her and the other one. But I know it's mean saying this but at least I'm not ruining their reputations. It's okay to tell about somebody as long as it is true. But it's wrong to say stuffs about someone if it's wrong in the first place.

Often, people realize that they deserve being backstabbed. But me? Realization hasn't struck me yet. Mostly people do backstab. I, myself, am admitting that I backstab. Well, I don't. I haven't. Or did I? Actually, I'm the easy-to-talk-with-type of person. Tell me you hate me and I hate you too. Tell me you replaced me and thanks for nothing. That's all. I'm that kind. So you don't have to worry, my friend. BACKSTABBING SHOULD BE IN JAIL!!!

Everyone, befriend me!!!!! :)

And I guess the usual solution to these kind of problems is speakin' up. Which I can't do. :))

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Posted on Thursday, July 31, 2008 at 5:36 PM.