An inseparable tandem.
In my heart, lies a man who would love me until the end of time.
Exams are done.
I'm so desperate. I want high grades. But there are times that I don't even care. And sometimes, I don't concentrate and lose focus. Just being happy-go-lucky. But being happy-go-lucky cannot make my grades go up, right? If I continue being so careless, then I will end up having low grades, instead. I think I should stop cramming. My mom told me so and I thought of something. Maybe it really is a good head start to be in the director's list. I guess if I study harder, my name will already be listed. And being positive could help, too. There's this cycle. For instance, you want this bike.. You really really want it. If you think positive, there's a possibility that you would have the bike. Although, if you think the opposite, then you won't have it. And I believe in that.

I've thought of being more optimistic before. And I guess I am. But at times, I'm being so negative and oh-so-pessimistic. I keep on imagining my failures. Failures that will soon come. But, I somehow know that there's this tendency that I would have success. And I'll succeed. I should probably be less negative and be optimistic all the way.

Hopefully, my name would be listed there. I really hope so. I'll do everything. Well, I guess I did my best during the exams. Math was uber hard. But I wish I'll pass in that subject and have a high grade there, too. Wish I could pass in all the subjects [test-papers, grades].

DL. Wish I'm there. Maybe, I'm half-way there. Maybe, I already am.

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Posted on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 at 8:15 PM.